Life on the 'darkside'

Jon Brown

Jon Brown

AFTER too many years chained to the backbench of a daily newspaper, in the goldfish bowl of the newsroom, I experience unexpected pleasure at the sheer variety of people, enterprise and endeavour encountered in what I now fondly call 'real life'.

That's real life as opposed to newspaper life, where everything is viewed through a journalistic prism - is it a story or is it not a story? - and where complex, shaded circumstances are distilled to an irreductible black and white, or wrong and right.

Real life is where people have multiple networks and varied relationships; newspaper life is where all relationships with the outside world are informed by your status as a journalist and the dynamic that brings - distrust or sycophancy - and where you frankly don't care about anything other than whether the relationship will result in a story.

So the culture shift when you cross over from journalism to the so-called dark side - oh, the irony! - is a fundamental one. But the rewards, in terms of understanding the world around you, are great. Suddenly, in an almost Biblical scales-falling-from-eyes kind of way, the ex-journalist starts to see the world in a different light.

And life not spent entirely in a newsroom, with the same journalists, sharing the same monochrome view of the world (even though you might love them to bits as your mates), is richer by far.

Here's a flavour why:

Morning: Meeting at Paver Smith with a consultant in stroke care to discuss a complex and challenging NHS project which will save hundreds of lives in the coming year or so (my dad was seriously handicapped by a stroke very early in life, so this feels personal). There's something special about being involved in a project so important to real lives.

Lunchtime: Coffee with a guy who's made his millions already but, at the age of 55, has decided to plough most of it into a new, cutting-edge technology venture. I'm in awe of his thirst for a new risk and challenge when lesser mortals would be contemplating retirement from their villa in the sun. Why is he taking the risk, I ask. Because it's there, stupid!

Afternoon: A presentation by Gary Townsend of Everton in the Community about the scale and penetration of their amazing work with young people and the disabled, followed by a brainstorm to work out how we can help. Real lives, again, and the kind of project where you know you can make a small difference.

All these conversations take place in an atmosphere of trust and openness (that grown-ups share such confidences with one another is still a revelation to me after 15 years in the one-eyed world of journalism) and every single one of them, in isolation, probably teaches me more about people and the dynamics of their motivation than an entire year fire-fighting in a newsroom.

The dark side? You're having a laugh.

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